January 2010
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i should realize that while ranting, if you dont add names then things can get REALLY misconstrued reaaaaal quick.
haha, sorry!
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Alright, I admit it.
-I get wayyy too overzealous about things. Sometimes it’s a bad thing.
When I get an idea about something that I really want to do, I get temporarily OBSESSED with it. It’s disgusting. And usually I won’t stop until I get some sort of conclusion.
-Also, I push things a little too far sometimes.
I really need to learn when enough is enough, when to keep my mouth shut, and when...
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i'm coming back to answer this!!
What is it like to wake up every morning and pretend that you aren’t dying?
Do you believe in the death penalty? What if someone murdered your mother in cold blood? What if someone murdered a stranger’s mother, but saved your life the month before?
If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your...
oh, and another thing.
I’m going to put my insomnia to good use and dig through all of my clothes to see what I can donate to the Haiti victims.
people should REALLY try to step out of their situations to see what they’re doing. just sayin’.
Don't take this the wrong way..
But I really miss NYC. I feel like I’m wasting away here. The days just kinda smoosh together and i’m not getting too much done. I just sit here and think about depressing things. efffffff.
People have been really disappointing me lately. I hate it. The problem is either one way or it’s complete opposite: Either people change (for the worse), or they don’t change at all...
I really need THAT perfect song that I can just scream my lungs out too right now.
s.o.s
i always tell myself “if you do that, you’re going to hate yourself later.” yet i still do it. and then i hate myself later.
i could use some help here.
this place
My room is freezing. I’m trying to use Death Cab to calm me down right now.
Maybe this place just isn’t good for me anymore. I’m slowly slipping back into my old habits. Those bastards just keep haunting me. I feel like im wasting a lot of time right now. Thank god for Caroline talking to me right now, haha. Isn’t it funny how when we’re little kids, we’re...
“i guess it’s kinda like you feel like you’d be unsuccessful in life...”
– Caroline McCarthy
"Love it watching someone die."
You couldn’t even sit up. I feel like I’m speaking to a bag of skin sagging over bones. You can barely lift your head to look me in the eyes, and when you do, you can’t seem to focus. “I know they’re talking about me, did you hear that? I don’t want to annoy them.” You have gotten so paranoid, I feel so helpless. I can’t convince you that...
geeze, i've been slacking.
but i have reasons for it, i promise! For one thing, I’m trying to get some things going. a few friends an I are going to try to make a local music scene photo blog (lastnightsshowny.tumblr.com) but that’s still in the works. I have also been working on:
-getting an internship at Spin magazine for the summer -got my warped tour photo pass -still trying to get a new found glory pass. i...